Uneasy…

I’m sure we have all had our bouts about either being uneasy or feeling uneasy, in one way or another an uneasiness can change from time to time, we grow out of it by maturing, or less things seem to bother us with age. We grow up, we decide to not let ourselves feel uneasy or we just move on and forget about it.

I have been writing these blogs for a few years now and the uneasiness comes and goes for me, by steeping out of my comfort zone I managed to push past the uneasy feelings and trust in the Lord, but then the uneasiness creeps up and into my mind again, on and off feeling or being uneasy disrupts the path I am on with God and I sometimes veer off course or sometimes seem to shut down completely.

Veering off course all while still spending time with the Lord, I stumbled upon this verse and gained all the encouragement I needed to keep going…

1 Corinthians 3:7-9 NIV. 7 So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. 8 The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according to his labor. 9 For we are God’s fellow workers; you are God’s field, God’s building.

God’s Word is spiritual nourishment that I need to continue to fulfill my purpose, by sharing in Christ’s glory and spreading encouraging words led by God. Before I read all of 1 Corinthians 3 I was at a crossroad between the uneasiness whether I’d continue to blog or stop completely, God knows where to lead you so you don’t fall astray and stumble down a wrong path feeling uneasy, trust Him and allow Holy Spirit to dictate where your next step will be, God knows where your headed, you don’t.

Psalm 119:103-105 NIV. How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth! 104 I gain understanding form your precepts; therefore I hate every wrong path. 105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

Father God, I apologize for even the thought of giving up on Your way in my life, the path You have me on is right and true, so I ask for Your forgiveness, for my, thinking that I know what’s better. I ask Your forgiveness when I’m not continually deeply trusting in what You have in store for my life, help me Lord to remember and realize I am only Your open vessel a messenger to stand in the gap between You and Your people. I am the seeder You are the one who grows the seeds. Father help others to admit their faults so they can remove the uneasiness and stay on the path You want them to continue on. I am thankful You are a good God, a loving God and therefore no matter when we veer away, when we ask for Your forgiveness in our wrongdoing’s, we can count on Your open merciful arms to reassure us we made the right choice in You always. Plead the precious blood of Jesus over all. In Jesus name, Amen.